Tomorrow is my last day of maternity leave....on Tuesday I go back to work and we start a whole new routine in life. I feel like I want to hold onto every precious moment with Sam, snuggle him in (although he's still not a snuggler!), smell his head, ruffle his hair, chase him around the room as he slowly crawls away trying to escape, wrestling him to the ground...it makes me smile just thinking about all the fun we have had in the last year.
It's funny how I relish every moment with Sam and yet also enjoy every moment I have to myself. The rare "me time" throughout the day is quite enjoyable. I'm hoping that being at work will mimic that kind of experience, that I will enjoy the "adult time" and getting to do something different during the day.....to be honest though, I have a feeling I'm just going to be thinking about him the whole time. Transition is hard...I know it will get easier, but right now, with one day left, my heart is fighting it with every ounce I've got.
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